Friday, May 11, 2007
8:47 AM
MAJOR SCREW UP!
today art exam...i majorly screw it all up! wth. i was so upset xiah hais... i hate painting. im not good at paint paint...painting is YUCK YUCK! i cant like paint properly the paint all stick on my right hand some on left...messy messy seah.lol! i feel like quitting art cant manage properly...but i think maybe not.
now listening to "because of you"- ne yo
i love love this song...its nice...but... I DISLIKE THE VID! so errr....yuckish...got sexual content...aiyar dont know hw to say. lol! today suppose to go out with friends at the end never plan properly so never go out...instead i slept from afternoon to night :) now not tired...lol! today woke up early...sighs.
so long i never draw in my sketchbook...i think im gonna draw smething tmrw barh...then take pic, post here...oh yarh...i would post a pic of what i did for art exam...just now im-ing zul...hahah. show me bike stunts vids. talk bout spider man...then gave me a link about carnage...read it then saw a name "DemoGoblin" a friend of carnage....nice name :) spider man story so confusing..so many diff names...then one name called shriek...wonders who is that...hmm..
tmrw going out...monday also going out :) must have fun fun before RESULTS! i scared seah...i damn worried...i hope me dont fail... *bites nails* lol! monday gonna watch spider man 3 :D cant wait! k now its 12:00am. i wana go read comics now! haha! so bye! loves loves!
tc!
written, may
8:47 AM
MAJOR SCREW UP!
today art exam...i majorly screw it all up! wth. i was so upset xiah hais... i hate painting. im not good at paint paint...painting is YUCK YUCK! i cant like paint properly the paint all stick on my right hand some on left...messy messy seah.lol! i feel like quitting art cant manage properly...but i think maybe not.
now listening to "because of you"- ne yo
i love love this song...its nice...but... I DISLIKE THE VID! so errr....yuckish...got sexual content...aiyar dont know hw to say. lol! today suppose to go out with friends at the end never plan properly so never go out...instead i slept from afternoon to night :) now not tired...lol! today woke up early...sighs.
so long i never draw in my sketchbook...i think im gonna draw smething tmrw barh...then take pic, post here...oh yarh...i would post a pic of what i did for art exam...just now im-ing zul...hahah. show me bike stunts vids. talk bout spider man...then gave me a link about carnage...read it then saw a name "DemoGoblin" a friend of carnage....nice name :) spider man story so confusing..so many diff names...then one name called shriek...wonders who is that...hmm..
tmrw going out...monday also going out :) must have fun fun before RESULTS! i scared seah...i damn worried...i hope me dont fail... *bites nails* lol! monday gonna watch spider man 3 :D cant wait! k now its 12:00am. i wana go read comics now! haha! so bye! loves loves!
tc!
written, may
Thursday, May 10, 2007
9:28 AM
today...amath paper 2...sighs...I HATE MATH! seriously...i hate it so. both a and e math bt d paper was okay...but i bet i would FAIL! HAHA! tomorrow my last exam paper...ART! WHOO HOO!! i doing on the theme "TREASURE" haha...yupyup! wahaha! hais...now still have not complete the preperation yet...DIE LARH! now doing the10 sketches next got to use the sketches mixed together come up with 4 diff layouts then choose one layout and photocopy 2 on a4 size paper then colour both DIFFERENTLY! now its 12:32am...my eyes are so painful! ARGH! HAHA! CRAP! i still sketching now at my 8ve sketch :) i doing on pirates...would post the sketches for you people to see... OH YARH! last sunday when mugging for chem...i doodle! then created two characters and other characters on either monday if im not wrong...would post the doodlings...LOL! i anyhow doodle lol! i created a duckish butterfly...lol! crap seah...hahah...then today...during exam...bored so took a unused paper and started doodling nonsense on the paper...LOL! hais...i dont even wana get back my exam results...cos i noe they would be damn damn BAD...i wasnt prepared well for this time round mid yrs...i told myself...mid yr is a learning point...the next half of the yr is extremely IMPORTANT! n i m determine to strive and work harder to improve and get better marks :) now i listening to power 98...then people can call in and say whatever they want...then now got this guy (alittle sound like edwin...hahah.) call himself DJ mee pork...smeting like tat...lol. then jus nw gt this guy say "im a durian seller at kallang...thanks to power 98, i can advertise my stall for free..."i was like WTH?! lol
hais! tmrw after art paper, i wana go out....i miss going out n shop...sighs...i wana watch SPIDER MAN 3! hahaha! heard tat it was nice nice :) so i wana watch :) k...i tink i better continue and faster complete my art so i can sleep early and wake up early for tmrw...sighs...still got to wake up so early! HAIS! k...so nite nite people! tc!
ryan & may:D


ryan: i wana flyyyyyyy! may:hmmm... (i duno wat im doing)
oh yarh! today after school me, shirley,lut,xin jie waited at WS library for sarah :) cos she got piano tuition so after her piano she cme meet us then we procceded to LERKTHAI for lunchy!YUMMY! love the tom yam soupy! simplyyyyyyyyyy DELICIOUS! we ate me...lol we ate squid so squid=me...haha. the BBQ squiddy is yummy simply mouth watering! k gtg. BYE! LOVES!
written, may
Thursday, May 03, 2007
hais
11:08 PM
sighs!
today had MT paper...its kinda difficult...espicially the cloze psg...i didnt manage to complete writing the last questin...sighs...gonna die! fail alreadi larh...gosh...i feel so upset man...exams demoralised my feelings...
now i just wish hard that i could like pass my MT n my other papers...or else...my parents would scold me like crazy... *shivers with fear* next wk chem exam on mon. die again larh...ok..i dont wana come online already...better get a quick rest for one hour then procceed on to studying for chem n phys n propably a n e math...sighs. i super duper hate the exams...why must there exams?!?!
currently listening to Relient K- who i am hates who i've been
nice song...very nice indeed :)
thanks ATIQAH for sending and giving me those nice nice songs! lots of LOVE! :)
nadiah edit a picture of me n her...nice indeed :) haha.

nadiah loves editing pics :) hahah! we're crazy n bored at night so this is the result...
Who I Am Hates Who I've Been Lyrics
I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the pacific And you might think I'm losing my mind But I will shy away from the specifics Cause I don't want you to know where I am Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been And this is no place to try and live my life Stop right there That's exactly where I lost it See that line, Well I never should've crossed it Stop right there Well I never should've said that It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back
chorus:-
I'm sorry for the person I became I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been
I talked to absolutely no one Couldn't keep to myself enough And the things bottled inside had finally begun To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up And I heard the reverberating footsteps Syncing up to the beating of my heart And I was positive that unless I got myself together I would watch me fall apart And I can't let that happen again Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been And this is no place to try and live my life Who I am hates who I've been And who I am will take the second chance you gave me Who I am hates who I've been Cause who I've been only ever made me
its a nice song:) lol
k...me gtg. bye!
jack: give me a four letter word that also means "idiot"
matthew: jack
LOVES!
written, may
EXAMS! STUPID!
1:19 AM
i hate hate hate EXAMS!math paper n elect lit paper today...I HATE MATHS!!!!its damn tough! set by mr dennis teo...I HATE HATE THE PAPER! its difficult!when i recieved the paper...i flip through it then my mind was like "OMG!" then i started to get a head pain....i tel u arh...paper one so difficult...paper 2 sure die die. si liao larh! hais....if i fail...i would die...100% die...my parents would kill me...i scared larh...hais...then after the paper i went bonkers...then i jumped n say "I WOULD FAIL!!!" then i laugh...ahaha crap...elect lit was okay okay...wrote til my hand pain...after school walked to WS...then ate at burgerking. i ordered MUSHROOM DOUBLE SWISS BURGER...fries...onion rings...coke. onion rings shared with lut...played with fries...acted like a vampire...MWUHAHAH!!! lamelame.tomorrow is mt paper...dont give a damn. lol :)kay thats all i got to say...so....
toodles!loves!
written, may
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
CANT SLEEP!
11:17 AM
now...doing SBL project...I HATE SBL!
now its 2:18am!!!!! lol! tomorrow still have to wake up early at 5:45am...sighs...
okay...i think i go finish up the project then try to fall asleep... :D
oh yarh! my chemical romance has come out with a new vid..."I dont love you" go watch...
the girl's eye looks freaky...my bro hates the vid cos he is creep out by the girl and keeps saying the girl is a clay...lol. but the song is nice :D
by the way...ciara's two recent singles are like nice...."promise" and "if i were a guy" i think that's the title...its either boy ir guy...okay whatever....the boy would grow into a guy so same same...lol! i think im tired talking crap...EXAMS!!!! cant stop thinking bout it...must work very hard...so this would be my last entry for this month...after exams...i would definitely write more posts k? so....bye!
TAKE CARE PEOPLE!
tomorrow...gonna wear class shirt :D SWEET! lol!
ALL THE BEST FOR MID YR :D
loves you guys INFINITY!
toodles!
-awake and inafraid. asleep or dead?
written, may
STRESS!
10:46 AM
AHA! FINALLY! haha!
i have finally make all the posts appear on my new BLOG! WHOO HOO! haha! so happy. tried lots of time...failed and NOW! FINALLY! FINALLY!!!!!! all the posts appear....crap! lol!
hais...next week is a terrible week! why? MID YEAR EXMAS!!!!!!!! *screams with fear* haha. DIE LARH! i like not prepared then exams so fast zoom come liao. like so UNFAIR!!!! hais. i wish theres no such thing as exams. give students stress and pressure later some students go nuts then go crazy then go mental hospital.hais...then parents start crying cos they child go hair wire...crap! lol! MAY HATES HATES EXAMS!!!!!!!! well...i dont know what to do....tomorrow got maths tuition....*shivers*....then after that i would go home and....STUDY! DO REVISION! i damn scared larh now....hais haisssss....HOW?!?!! ok...nevermind....must study hard! ALL THE WAY!
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR YOUR MID YRS :D ADD OIL! lol!
today got physics excursion learn about....erm...hmmm....okay cant remember xp lol!
now...listening to radio...sighs...EXMAS! i cant stop thinking bout exams....sighs...
oh yarh! PREFECT INVESTITURE!
prefect investiture was last week FRIDAY...
took pictures after the investiture....i only have some pics not all...so here are they


me and nad's leg...smelly...lol
CRAZYnadiah :D
CONGRATS TO WEILIN!!!! ALL THE WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
written, may
Thursday, April 05, 2007
SICK!
7:10 AM
heyhey!mood: i dont know...haa!okay...now IM-ing people :)and listening to "over it" by Kathrine Mcphee... "swweeeeeeeetttttt!"tomorrow is EASTER'S DAY/ GOOD FRIDAY u can see eggs and bunny's hopping among the lovely flowers and grass...then...may comes....and....SLASH THEM TO DEATH!haha! im such a sick-o lol! PROTECT THE ANIMALS!SAVE THE FLUFFY,FURRY,HAIRY,SLIMY,SCALELY,NO SKIN (huh?!lol!) animals :Dlame larh me (you nod head...lol)today didnt go to school...cos sick and tired...went to hospital...doc say stress...took blood test (dont know for what...i think to check if i am alright)blood results came out after a long wait...hais...happy to say...my blood....is.....SUPER NOT FINE NOT!lol XDlame me again...you wonders: how lame can may get...may: i have no idea...lol!hais...i know not funny...lose of some blood so not stable..haha!whatever larh!long time never write in the blog already...hais hais hais...this few days...i been feeling -tired-crazy-crappy-lovely-happy-sad-confuse-in painn....thats all...i hate my life i guess....well...not all the time...at times.. I LOVE MY LIFE!haha!so make my world seem brighter and happier kay?please :Dlol!i dont know what im blabbing bout xiah...sighs...kays...stop here!BYE!catch a bunny for me kays? -_- lame...sarah may you have a save trip to MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA! lmao!
written, may
Monday, December 04, 2006
LEAVE GERARD ALONE!!!!
4:20 AM
heyhey!
finally i m posting a new entry...
ok...sarah went on holiday so yeah...today there was band...kinda funny...n loo kuang is so irritating! he keeps like not cooperating at all! for goodness sake! why cant he just COOPERATE!?!?!ok whatever...so today's entry is about gerard way's fangirls...
i m a gerard way's fangirl too but not as crazy as those fangirls which i am about to say...
so i went to these my chemical romance fan web and theres a forum...so i went to the forum and chatted...then theres this topic about gerard is engage to eliza cuts and eliza cuts is pregnant i gues with his child...ok...what can i say....THAT IS STUPID! really...it is...why?
- gerard way himself have said he is merely mikey's and his hairdresser(if i could recall)
-they are just FRIENDS!!!!
-theres sayings that eliza has a boyfriend already...not gerard...
-i read in BLENDER, that the band actually stayed in a house while brainstorming songs for THE BLACK PARADE... (i could lend you my BLENDER mag if you dont believe...hehehe!) so how could you know...erm...eliza and gerard...ok whatever....YOU SHOULD JUST KNOW....HAHAHA!!!!
ok...so that is known as a rumour...but dont know yet...then next insane topic i saw... "I KISS GERARD WAY!!!" by a girl name smiley...maybe she/he put herself/himself as a girl but in real life not...we dont know you know...lol *suspiciously wondering* hahaha. ok that post from this smiley person turned out to be fake...yeah...its was fake...she did not kiss gerard way...so she admitted...and everyone posted to her she is a liar....so yeah...i also said she is such a liar and she should not make up such stuffs...its so not nice and funny...this type of person do you think she is a true MCR fan?? to me...no...
then theres people acting as gerard way...which is super...funny...they are role playing...lol...whici is funny...and some fangirls thought that person was truly gerard way and ask "OMG! YOU ARE GERARD?!?! I LOVE YOU!" while readin those i was laughing...but maybe one of them is really gerard...we may not know... *suspiciously thinking*....
oh yeah...i joined these MCR contest in winning their book "something incredible this way comes" but sadly i did not even win! URGH! but never mind...
ok...my mum ask me to stop using the internet....mothers....haiz....
bye!
written, may
Saturday, November 25, 2006
the internet server is giving me headaches...!
10:28 PM
theres lots of problem with my internet server...haiz...keep signing me out of msn messenger....haiz....make me so furious...my blog....i tried to go in...suddenly the server cut off....haiz...now its alright...i dont feel like surfing the net already....because of the INTERNET SERVER!!!!so i guess i wont be posting any blog posts this few days...or maybe weeks or maybe years....years cant be lar...lol! so....yeah...boring lar these few days....haiz....but got people travelling now already...so good lar they all can go far far places...haha! my parents this time round not free to go overseas...they say next year holidays then go overseas...nevermind...i can wait....must be PATIENT yeah? lol! k...whatever...BORED!BORED!BORED!ok...i wana go zZZZzZZz (you should know what it means...lol!)k...bye!TAKE CARE PEOPLE!oh yar!just now i tidy my room...happy that the cleaning my room mission is ACCOMPLISHED! WHOOPY!!!!!i happy that i ate korean food for lunch...its BBQ chicken set...yummy!bye!
written, may